wow today it is officially 2 weeks, it seems like it will go by fast hopefully, but i just don't know. its going to be amazing hopefully, but its a long time coming. yesterday we talked about kids and marriage, and the weird thing is i could actually see myself maybe staying with him that long, i mean i can at least see us living together. sleeping in the same bed and never wanting to get up, just lay in eachothers arms forever. i just wonder if we did have a relationship where we could see eachother every day, would it be as strong. would it hold up if we were in a normal relationship? of course it would, why am i even asking? but i definitly think that his moving has helped us get to where we are now. theres just a lot of pressue in a relationship like this, like if we don't move to the next level we have to wait until we see eachother again. if i feel ready its not like i can jsut go over to his house. i don't even know if im ready, lately it depends on what company im in, i feel like such a pushover. anyway, is it wrong to only want half of the next level?