well its going to be a year, that is so strange i fell so close to him and hes coming in 4 days! love is an amazing thing, if that really is what i am in, which im starting to believe it is. but there seems to be some sort of distance between us, its like we can be so amazingly in love, perfect and amazing and then he jsut gets into these moods where hes so sad with me or something. he wont even tel me whats wrong half the time, he just is so sad. and i think its love because when ever i think hes sad with me or mad at me i get this physical pain, this deep ache in my cheast. its amazing that we are connected like that but its so god damn hard. were both just a little bit fucked up and not feeling like calling him because i think hes going to make me cry is horrible. i love him so much