http://adaza.blogdrive.com/ Apple Thu, 30 Jun 2005 12:15:05 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. Music Acting Poetry http://adaza.blogdrive.com/archive/52.html Thu, 30 Jun 2005 20:10:28 GMT hey kids i know it has been such a long time but i feel that it is time i go back into the blogdrive thing, since i know you all cannot hear enough about my life anyway, its not like i don't tell u all the time, lol. alright well, i know ive been using the excuse of not writing because i don't know what to say about everything that has been going on lately (and that has been a lot) but heres the long and short of it. i just got back from planned parenthood. (and no i didn't run into any jesus freaks trying to save my soul and give up my right to contraception) its so weird to think about... (more) http://adaza.blogdrive.com/comments?id=52 http://adaza.blogdrive.com/archive/51.html Thu, 30 Jun 2005 19:59:05 GMT hey kids i know it has been such a long time but i feel that it is time i go back into the blogdrive thing, since i know you all cannot hear enough about my life anyway, its not like i don't tell u all the time, lol. http://adaza.blogdrive.com/comments?id=51 http://adaza.blogdrive.com/archive/50.html Mon, 02 May 2005 00:17:20 GMT well its going to be a year, that is so strange i fell so close to him and hes coming in 4 days! love is an amazing thing, if that really is what i am in, which im starting to believe it is. but there seems to be some sort of distance between us, its like we can be so amazingly in love, perfect and amazing and then he jsut gets into these moods where hes so sad with me or something. he wont even tel me whats wrong half the time, he just is so sad. and i think its love because when ever i think hes sad with me or mad at me i get this physical pain, this deep ache in my cheast. its amazing that... (more) http://adaza.blogdrive.com/comments?id=50 http://adaza.blogdrive.com/archive/49.html Thu, 28 Apr 2005 03:53:54 GMT Habia llorado en el vientre de su madre y nacio con los ojos abiertos. He had wept in his mothers womb and had been born with his eyes open. http://adaza.blogdrive.com/comments?id=49 http://adaza.blogdrive.com/archive/48.html Sat, 02 Apr 2005 22:49:58 GMT wow today it is officially 2 weeks, it seems like it will go by fast hopefully, but i just don't know. its going to be amazing hopefully, but its a long time coming. yesterday we talked about kids and marriage, and the weird thing is i could actually see myself maybe staying with him that long, i mean i can at least see us living together. sleeping in the same bed and never wanting to get up, just lay in eachothers arms forever. i just wonder if we did have a relationship where we could see eachother every day, would it be as strong. would it hold up if we were in a normal relationship? of... (more) http://adaza.blogdrive.com/comments?id=48 http://adaza.blogdrive.com/archive/47.html Fri, 18 Mar 2005 00:48:49 GMT i don't know how i feel right now, not really happy or sad , i just am. usually when i am just being (which is a recreational activity i do sometimes) i am happy, but not now, its faintly odd. i think for everyone this has been a week of crying, maybe the weather (i dont' really believe that but its something people blame their problems on a lot) i think it has more to do with the moon, beautiful and controling. its odd how controled i am by my body, my bodies need to get rid of unwanted nourishment. maybe its mad at me for not having babies all the time, hmmm. period is such a controling... (more) http://adaza.blogdrive.com/comments?id=47 http://adaza.blogdrive.com/archive/46.html Mon, 14 Mar 2005 02:58:12 GMT i almost cried on the way home from him today, i wanted to cry. he says i don't show my emotion and i know i don't, i guess i've been more sad these past times but i mean i never cry. how can i ever live with out him, i love being this dependant on someone, but it also sucks. HES SO FUCKING FAR AWAY. oh but this weekend was amazing, and i did get to be quite dirty (in an elevator and out side the bathooms at the science museum) wow we are ruining good natured childrens areas, haha but i love it. this summer is going to be amazing, i feel like it will be relaxed and we won't have to rush to be... (more) http://adaza.blogdrive.com/comments?id=46 http://adaza.blogdrive.com/archive/45.html Tue, 01 Mar 2005 03:13:38 GMT i am the beautiful one, the snow fairy with dusted white over every inch of me. he sits in the snow and plays me song after song, everything but his guitar growing colder. a moment frozen in time, like a snow flake just landing on delicate eyelashes. so beautiful but only to be batted away, it is imperfect in its perfection. perfect but fradgile, perfect but lost. i am carried by his voice and i can almost touch him, georgous eyebrows and smooth skin dotted with freckles. he plays with no dynamics, just pounding a slow steady beat. he plays his heart, safe and strong. and i am wrapped by it,... (more) http://adaza.blogdrive.com/comments?id=45 http://adaza.blogdrive.com/archive/44.html Fri, 18 Feb 2005 16:05:16 GMT well lovelies, as dicki would say. i am off to boyfriend land and i am so exciting. hopefully it will be amazing , and if not, well that isn't going to happen. i smell lovely, since i just showered and i managed to find at least 6 pairs of cute underwear, its actually kind of nice having to fine acceptable underwear. i love you all and will speak with you either while im there, i do have a cell phone or when i get back, wednesday. i have not lost my wallet, and almost all of my stuff is packed. adios loves, kates getting married? ~adriane http://adaza.blogdrive.com/comments?id=44 http://adaza.blogdrive.com/archive/43.html Tue, 08 Feb 2005 00:29:09 GMT oh i feel ucky, i guess i am in what you would call a funk. or soemthing like that, i wonder if there is a definition for funk (maybe someone could look that up for me, and i don't mean the music kind) i need my boyfirend or someone to call me and get me out of this. i am worried about social things with dance and such, and what i am doing for the summer. my parents said we might not go to italy and im not sure if i should go to orlando with this kinda sleezy guy who invited a bunch of people from my school. im just not as excited about my summer as i was a while ago. senoir pieces are... 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